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The Last Chapter

2010-09-13T20:23:00.004+08:00

09/09/2010

Martin dai lou, you left at such a young age,
Why did it have to happen to you,
you were my best friend, my brother, my dai lou
and I never get to see you again...

It was a horrible accident,
that moron lorry taking you away from me,
that feeling in my heart knowing,
just knowing that you were drifting away from me.

That last day morning I saw you, lying down on the covered coffin
your body loooks so cold, you were closing your eyes,
bruises on the face, deep down I know you're in great pain..
I held back on the tears, till the ceremony began....

When your Coffin was sealed ..
the sound of the hammer hitting on the nail tear my heart
I couldn't say anything,
I buried my face in my hands and sobbed,
the last words in my heart said,
"Goodbye Martin dai lou"

Just hope everything goes fine in the another world for you..
We'll always pray for you . Rest in peace .
May you now finally get the rest you deserve, in Heaven.
Oh yeah, and may you get all the gorgeous women you ever dreamt about, and finally
Find and get TRUE LOVE that you always wanted so badly!
You will be missed greatly.

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Understand and appreciate life

2010-09-09T14:27:00.006+08:00

It's a brightful morning , I woke up early and feel great after my last night party .
I reached Sunway Pyramid early and cheered.

Then, I received a msg from Cherrie Ping,

'' what happen to Martin? ''

Apparently, I dun know anything, so I just replied, '' what happen? huh ? nothing, he's fine ''
Until she called me and said,'' Martin already passed away this morning . Is it true ? ''

The moment when she said this, I am still in disbelief. But in my heart, I know there are something terrible happening . Then, I hang up the phone and called Shin Yew.
Yea, indeed. The news was true. FML
I was devastated and still am I now.

For the very moment, I stopped, having a sinking feeling .. My heart skipped a beat, complete, total and utter shock! My head is still reeling about the fact that he's gone. We just have a great time a couple hours ago. Just couldn't believe it !!

We have many great plans together, DotA together , Pub together , visit Taiwan club together.. You told me Taiwanese girl in club are different , far more different like M'sian girls. Now, that the fact you left us early , who's gonna bring me to enjoy those? T T

He passed away on the so young age. He was only 22years old. ( You left too early, bro, sigh) He was one of the best people I've ever know in my entire life. A very tolerate person , cheerful and loving person who had a zest for life unlike any I've ever seen. He was not only my best friend, but in everything else but blood, I treat him as my brother. He's really one of my respectful dai lou.

I have never experienced a loss like this before and am thinking it still hasn't set in with me yet or I'm being hysterical now. You still say wait eu gene come back on 11th, we go DotA .Sigh.
Now, who's gonna replace your seat ? It's really hurting me down, thinking of that. We really had a great time before in Asia cafe. Damn.

I never thought you are so mean leaving us behind. If you ever dare to come in my dreams, I'll fucking diu 7 you. You left so many words unsaid and things undone to us. Leaving your shadow behind , make us miss you for this entire life. Damn you .

Anyway, Martin dai lou.. Sorry for the massive vulgar words *.
Once dai lou, Forever you are my dai lou. All the gang will miss you . Very much.
We will cherish the memories you had with us.
May you find the true love in heaven that you could not find here on earth.
May you forever Rest in Peace and never forgotten ..

09092010

I don't have much picture with Martin dai lou ; but this is the last one we take before the accident occur. This was took few hours before the accident.

My heart ache when I upload this pic.
He's the right guy wearing white shirt.

Guys, if you have the opportunity to play this game called life, you have to appreciate every moment..every second..with your loved ones or whoever in front of you that cares. A lot of people don't appreciate their moment until it's passed..
I think I died in that accident, 'cause this must be heaven.'' ... You know that's not how you were raised.''

End of Post, Hope you can see this..

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Expect nothing but appreciate EVERYTHING !

2010-08-27T10:57:00.005+08:00

Hi everyone, I'm back to pen down my words here on my long rusted blog. :D
Not gonna be a long post here, aha
Just realized, my last post were on 31st December 2009 !! lol , that was long ago. I'M SO DAMN GROW UP now . fml

Wow. The day pass by so swiftly , although it's just more likely half a year but pretty many things happen in this period ..
Sometimes, we want time to pass by quickly so that we can make our own choices and our own mistakes. Make no doubt about it, time does go by swiftly .. I'm beginning to make way through this reality of the day .

This past by half year, it's pretty awesome . Of course, It's vice versa ; up and down . I met a lot of pretty awesome people !! Those people I know were my great inspiration and motivation, future lies on our hand . With apparently little regret, I realized I wasted few years of my youth :/ Sad to know that, but I knew it's not too late to turn over a new leaf ;-)

In the Chinese calendar , what em.. Ghost Festival ( sorts of.. ) falls on the 15th night of the seventh lunar month .. which is I think Em, August in our calendar .. hah, yeah, and me with my bunch of friend went Genting highland for a stroll . Feel some coooool air and have some liquor xP

I thought I could experience some of those pretty scary ghost stories over there.. how disappointing , there weren't any ghost revealing themselves :/ haha.. those superstitious people was like so afraid , damn. Anyhow, Experience is a bitch .

Did have some pics to show, haha.

Kelvin and the lovely gf, Fann

lols , ignore me

I try not to delay, postpone or keep anything that could bring laughter and joy into my lives. Each day, each hour, each minute, is special.

Shout-out : Your bio clock is ticking. you can't let your heart make your decisions. listen to your head -''

End of Post, thanks for viewing : )

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Last day of doom's day

2009-12-31T02:34:00.007+08:00

It's 31st December , my watch is showing 3a.m. now .. December has proven to be a really slow month. Minutes feel like hours and hours like days... damn
another 21 hours to step in 2010 . Feeling abit discouraged and down, but unable to pen it down into words... lol

I feel like I’ve run out of words. Literally. Whenever write something, I type out a few words and stop.. backspace..typee and stop again = = So far, I have a page full of incomplete sentences and incomplete paragraphs, each one unrelated to the next. I know my writing has become a series of bits and pieces that I can’t string together to form a satisfying blog post. I’m left, I don’t know, unsatisfied. And somewhat frustrated..

Sometimes, something may look better from a distance, however when we get there, it is just the same or worse.. It's our human nature to want to better things eventhough it may not be the best thing. We are all tempted . All the same !!!!!!!! Fuck! Sometimes it really is better on the other side.. It's just a chance that someone will have to take.....Everyone, it seems, believes that everyone else’s lifestyle is better than our own. No matter where we are in this world or who we are, we always find something better on the other side of the fence.. Yeah.. somehow that's the reality.

Bacck to my day job.. hmm =)) been really hectic the last few weeks , However after sales target were hit .. It was pretty satisfying, a big relief and somehow a little anxious.. ''))

Look at OUR expression !!
Which one more adorable ?!! deng xDD

Using Crystal Eye Webcam :D
None edit .
Except for my blog caption.

Even a lie is good, truth is bad, if it’s spoken just to hurt…
As the ocean is never full of water, so is the heart .. It'll never be fullfilled.

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Merry X'mas & Happy New Year

2009-12-25T20:28:00.004+08:00

First of all, I would like to wish everyone a very Merry X'mas and A Happy Brand New Year ''))
Maay this festival bring abundant joy and happiness to all of the lovely people and blessing to everyone =))

A sigh of relief* Time flies like an arrow. There's only six days left to 2010 . lol

The Pc lab -Taylors Coll
Rajin lea ?!

For thhe past couple of days I have been glued to the TV watching what has been one of the most sickening results of twisted minds. ( Not Porn !! ) giggle* Just suddenly getting interested on Stephen Chow movie :P

Met a friend yesterday, that asked '' why do we run from it when pain is such a never ending emotion? '' I wonder the same but I wonder if we really can run from it because its pace is far more than ours could ever be.. We might just hide for a few moments in the '' shades '' of happiness but the pain, '' IT '' always come backs, It always come back and captures us, no matter how hard we try. That’s same for everyone though we might not be able to see through the masked faces of others.

I'm so sorry to hear about his '' breakup '' . Afterall, i think they were a great couple .. lol Who would know the real story behind the split .. God blessed them .

I sometimes am amazed at what people value the most in life. Their egos or the relationships they build...what a pathetic.. hmm Life in 2009 comes with so many ups and downs, I just hope that it would turn better for me in this coming 2010. chill*

You're the only key to my heart, My door were shut down.. you're the only one that can open it, but .. would you ?

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

A beat that almost stop my heart

2009-12-22T12:08:00.012+08:00

Not feeling well, fever and headache - probably insufficient hours of sleeping ) ; Freaking bored,
so decided to just post up a random post in my blog .. heh !! Christmas is just few days ahead !! But..I'm not feeling as excited as the others.. not that eager to celebrate it. Wondering whats the problem with me lol I just wish I could step into the church on that day..and.. make a wish.hmm

The past year if not anything has taught me something. Its taught me that a little more courage than I have, always pulls me through anything. It does not take all that much more to make life better than it is. All it takes is for me to be a bit more brave than I am right now. I admit to having days that make me feel real real low but I guess I am brave enough to risk trying to look at the brighter side and hope for a better day the next day.

It reminded me of my relationships that went way ' south ' because of ’silence’ or lack of communication. Following are a few reasons I came up with to probably try and figure things out for myself.

Sometimes people don’t tell us why they don’t want things to go better and then weare left wondering what it is which is actually bothering ourself more.. I guess either I care too much about her and stop talking so as to not hurt her with the truth or she might just break into pieces like the vases that drop on the floor.

Maybe a third person is putting pressure on to break off contact with us and don’t know how to tell you about it. Contacting you may be too upsetting for me to handle. Maybe I do not realize that I borrowed time and life is way too short for these little things to go on.

But all I'm doing now is try. Try to figure out why. Trying to patch things up again. If it doesn’t happen you know the satisfaction of at least speaking out what was in my mind and making an Attempt. You probably have no unsaid words left in you and that can give you a lot of peace..

I'd learnt taht Unsaid words and emotions hidden always leave an outcome in our life …it MAY leads to a blowup, a buildup that can burst someday .. I don't want it to turn into HATE.. I turn over a new leaf and I wished to embrace everything again. but , so unfortunately.. there're no more space for me in her world :)

Sometimes, I don’t think we’re thankful enough. We, humans want everything and we want it instantly but are we ever thankful for what we are blessed with? I honestly don’t think so. We aren’t thankful enough. Thankful to God, to people around us, to our loved ones..for everything we are blessed with in our lives.

Though I’m thankful to God for many things, I still think I don’t appreciate it enough as I should. Little things that I have been blessed with. The people who could make my life beautiful afterall.. Just step out from my world . The facts are lying in front of my eyes, though I hardly believe it. I just couldn't.. after so many struggle . .... .. sighh .

Why are we humans so selfish? Why do we want everything but don’t take the time to thank God for giving it all to us? Why don’t we appreciate what we have instead of always praying and hoping for more? Are we really all about materialistic things? sigh

Feeling very happy, blessed, thankful and at peace at the moment. We all make mistakes but whether we learn from our mistakes is what makes us different from others. I have certainly learned from past mistakes and experiences. I hope God keeps showing me the right path and gives me much more to be thankful for.

Why is it that we don’t always make out the moment when it starts, but we forever identify the moment when it comes to an end? Why?! ”

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Thousand & Million - reflection words

2009-12-20T12:45:00.005+08:00

Try to compose my feeling,
tell you how I feel,
No text from you, no news from you.
Nothing from you.
Do you know, my feelings towards you were real?

Woke up to a very very dull morning )= my mindd pulling me down really really low.For some illogical reason, my heart is weeping a lot today. I just need to pen down what I feel even though I don’t like people being privy to my lows …. just one of those days when I need to get my thoughts out ,sort them out and so I do so here. Blogging . Sorry for this emo post. My eyelid were so heavy , silently take a deep breathe in thus having pathetic sore throat and ulcer war. swt.

Nothng interesting happening around, well.. as usual the routine.. Step in club three days per week for almost two months , to be frankly it really freaks me out )= Tiredness Kills !!

Nowadays , silence seems to be the only companion I feel like trusting these days.

I am at my computer now… music playing but speakers muted, staring blank at the screen, a million things on my mind. I am wordless, feeling disillusionment, disappointment and a feeling of utter helplessness as I watch what I believed as the truth turn into a story of sheer fake emotions… of just what it really was mere sounds uttered as words, not actually felt from the heart as I believed it to be.

How many more such tests would I be put through before I learn that trust is not something you give easily? How many more such falls before I learn to value friendships and relationships? How many words would I have to hear before I find one that truly means what it says? Am I losing faith in all that is pure? Would I change? I guess I have changed I have learnt the world is not as beautiful as I made it look.

People changed !! As I said before, circumstances chagne and people may drift apart no matter how much people respect each other or care for the other .I wander what can really drive a wedge between two people who were inseparable before.. People change according to their convenience… if you are not smart enough to accept it they just in a blink…. discard you as a person. It doesn’t matter that you were a part of their life once,it doesn’t matter their actions hurt you, it doesn’t matter they said that you were a blessing in their life and would be precious to them all their life,….. to them they were words, just aa few sounds uttered to make you feel good …and it's not because they meant them the way you do when you say it.

I gave it some thought and that is what I feel ..sigh

Browse through an article in a book , just wanted to share something that made so much of sense to me….

It's called ,
The Waves

“One moment you have shortage. . .The next you have excess. . .
One day you have nothing to do. . .The next you don’t have time to get it all done. . .
One day the fridge is empty and you are hungry. . .The next you have a half eaten meal in front of you and you are
stuffed. . .
One month you’ve got money to spare and you wonder what to buy..The next you’ve got a bounced check. . .
One moment you are full of energy and can’t go to sleep. . .The next you are drained and can’t get up. . .
One day you are the center of attention. . .The next you wonder if anyone knows you are alive.. . .

It’s the waves of life =))
They carry us up and down and all around.Money, friends, your body, your relationships, your job, and the rest of the list, they all vary. They all go in waves. It took me a while to really understand the statement.

It’s the waves and there is no stopping them from the outside.

Well there is a reason why I call it the circle of life, like the waves what goes around comes around .. This phase meant a lot to me, as it really happens on me And It impact me harshly .

We rise, we fall, we climb up ,we climb down, we fall into valleys , life never has been easy at all. Its like a cycle, good times happen and then the bad times come, we go through the cycles of day and nights in our lives too .

The Library

Sometimes a man’s mind and tongue
seem disconnected.
My mind realizes your exist,
but my tongue might fail to tell you.

You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be
when your heart is frozen

and there's no point in placing the blame
And you should know I'd suffer the same
If I lose you, my heart would be broken

Don't frozen up your heart
If I could melt your heart
We'd never be apart.

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Never know when we will fall

2009-12-08T23:28:00.014+08:00

As I glanced at the calendar, I could definitely felt bitter in my heart ..
Hands of time just wouldn't stop and it goes on ..
Entering the first week of December - End of the month 2009

Well, 2009 has not had the best start so far for me, it was total Chaos!!!!!!!!!!
Unpredictable cases impact me , obstacles ² ² !!
Frankly,it was kinda harsh . Physically , mentally & emotionally- but just
couldn't stat out here. hmm

Yes, somedays there are always obstacles and we may feel a little discouraged. ...
but that i am so much more of a "generalist"

I can still breathe a sigh of relief because I know at least I achieved a little this year. ....
But If Santa Claus could grant my wish,
I wish I could peer into the future to see what lies ahead me x) lol
Sadly to know that the fact is that we
have no idea what is yet ahead, Each moment given is quickly gone. sigh**

I could said I learned a lot² through out the year-
different situation , different people, different environment,
different races ,from moments and tragedy.

It makes me realized that true friendship
continues to grow, we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
Even when we think we have no more to give,
when a friend cries out to us eventually,
we will find whatever strength to help.

And that,
Two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.
We are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.
It may be the last time you see them

You wouldn't know..
that the people you care about most in life are sometimes taken from you too soon :)

I begin to understand the word '' grateful '' and '' appreciation ''
More likely, understanding the humanity ; )

When you realize you want to spend
the rest of your life with somebody, you want .... But there are moments in life when it seems long and you miss her. ...
Missing someone always makes us wish we could talk to them,

I probably don't deserve her back after what I did.
But she's my everything and I wish she would come back to me.
Every day goes by...filled with thoughts of her.

How we were.
What can I do but move on?
I have...but,
it doesn't work.

Something worth having is something worth waiting for.

Logging out ... .

I don’t know where I stand with you and I don’t know what I mean to you,
all I know is every time I think of you… all I want to do is be with you ..

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Broken when your heart are not open

2009-11-27T17:20:00.000+08:00

I am bigger than anything that can happen to me. All the things, sorrow, misfortune, and suffering, are outside my door. I am in it and I have the key.

People elder than me always tell me this ,
'' Ten years from now, we may be disappoint by the things we didn't do than by
the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. '' Wondering if this compliment are true ?

Most compliments are empty praise and give nothing.
On the other hand an honest critique can be very valuable ..hmm
You know, we can't control the wind but we can control the sail of the wind.
Explore.Dream.Discover.
Anyway, just a thought to share ;))

''
It was a terrible accident, despite of it
Me myself also unsure how I manage to survive from the tragic accident,
looking back of it, I'm grateful as my feet still touches the ground.
( Edwin still can smoke after he get out of the badly wrecked shit. Salute him '')) )

On the night when everything were settled down ,
I shut my eyes tightly, but i just couldn't fall asleep.
I'd staying awake all night long , laying awake asking myself -
simple questiion

'' why didn't I die yesterday ? ''

I couldn't even answer myself this simple question ;))
Everyday we are alive is a special occasion. Every minute and every breath
is the gift from the god.
You can't hang on to something that stop moving. Live life to the Fullest !!!!!

Recently, I felt so sorry after hearing the '' great couple '' breakup. lol

Anyway anyhow ,we are here still dunno what is the real main reason behind this split :)

- '' Nothing matters to me but you, and I care no one else but you, I know this is risky, maybe a little funny to you ..But, it's alright to say this? Cause I would love to share the moment of my life with you. You might have someone that replace me, but if that someone hurt you and leaves you behind.. I would tell you, '' Come here and I wouldn't let you go !! '' ♥ 林誌眳 ♥

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Understanding the trinity

2009-11-23T00:07:00.007+08:00

It's been pretty hectic for me lately, been a week since my last post ..
Sorry for that!! Lately, have a strict schedule for my work and less and less
leisure time ..

I don't know why but things happening around me really
annoys me . It just do, At first it come with this problem, and then whenever i
almost settled the problem, There go another fucking error happen and
need some correction. One word, there are always obstacle ahead me.
sigh

For some reason, i can't ever get it out of my head. It haunts me to the point of insanity. it's beginning to interfere with the way i live my life. It's ridiculous.
I know I'm weird, people around me felt that too .

I’m writing this under “weird” maybe because that’s how I feel? But I also wonder, are the things I do and think, really weird in the end? Or do other people just lie about not having the same thoughts.

Life is made up of years that mean nothing and moments that mean it all.

Sometimes reality is the hardest thing to understand and the thing that takes the longest to realize. But once it hits you!! Yeah, you'll never forget it. It will always be there in your memories and sometimes..
that is the best way to look at it.

Back to my life, during thee day at random times..
thoughts of you fill my mind.
There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just
want to pick them up instantly. I don't know when
it hits me.. maybe that is because it's always hitting me , blank*

I was wondering
if there was anyway possible* that could maybe just maybe,
get me HER for my birthday present -

Do you ever wake up from a really good dreams & wanted so much to get back to sleep?Or... ..
do you promise yourself you'll appreciate normal so much more if you could just get back to it?That's the way I feel. I just want things to go back to the way they were - ♥ 林誌眳 ♥

Walk a Mile in my shoes, I bet you will fall at the very first step ;)

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Time are hard for million of us

2009-11-17T16:30:00.008+08:00

I have already planned out everything and know what I am going to write , yea time flies by, it's insane . Entering the end of the year )): It's raining shapes every day now , been raining every day for the past like 4 days :( :(
Cold seeps into my bones, And rain without end . gosh : (

Doing great and peaceful at least for this month -
In the meantime, I was thought that an assumption that must be made or everything falls to pieces, I wouldn't want to find out later IF I were dead wrong , and then felt STUPID for the rest of my life.

As I deal with different people recently -different races and elder people . They make me realize that we should holdon on chances .
Chances is always powerful . In the pool where you least expect it..there will be a '' fish '' ''))

Life is full of surprises, I was cherishing the every moment I have - I felt so grateful for who i am and what I'm doing now . We always learn from mistakes ''))

Back to the weekends, Ah Teng was so excited to come out for a drink , Its been ages since we last hang out .
and all it started with a thought , life is too short to be wasted talking about a woman. Let's go and get some beer. ''))

Deric .___. Feeder

Seyver ________ Feeder

;))

Any Idea ? Japanese style ? lol

Taking whatever action to make myself feel great

Gay-ness

A random outing , it's actually to celebrate Seyver and Ah Dee's birthday ''))
HAHA .

Sometime we just bullshit there when we got tipsy . Sorry to said bro , I was saying the truth afterall , the real world is tough - facts are facts, we have to learn through it and grow ''))

Like what I said , ladies' man takes it in strides, adapts accordingly and return the following weekends with a slightly game plan and renewed our '' confidence ''

'' There were times when I woke up in the morning, my mind went blank and starting searching for you , untill then i realize you were not aside and that I miss you so terribly ''

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

You live in my dreams

2009-11-10T18:09:00.006+08:00

Some laugh and say
Internet romance isn't real
I say okay ..
But inside, my heart knows exactly
everything that it does feel

After more than Half a² year of separate longing
after years of self-made '' prisons ''
and of all the hurting and guilty-ness
I dream of only tomorrow
For it, I'd resort to beg and borrow

So many good '' woman '' I have met outside the frey
I feel their heart's emotions on display
and to my surprise
I find many feel just the same way

Friends ? I may never had many

If not for friends who share and care
I had lose my hopes, if '' they '' were really ever any there
I try to treat others with care, until I find her

You think that I've likely moved on and forgotten your personality
but that we never really go for a sweet walk or a stroll after a meal
or even hanging in the cinema after a movie.

You're still in my heart and in the desire that causes my mood up and down
People come and go but the though of you remains the same
The feeling was real and not ever just a game

Nothing felt so strong before or so strangely meant to be

Where this ends I do not know
I hope in time it will show.

When the stars are shining brightly
In the velvet sky;
I know what I should wish for my coming Big Day

For all the pleasure and the certainty.
All I want is the '' rainbow '' behind it.

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Post for Skye Ong

2009-11-09T15:45:00.008+08:00

[ Click Picture to enlarge][ Click Picture to enlarge ]

Okay , special thanks for the '' creative gift/present ''
from
Skye Ong

Although it was early wish, well thanks anyway ..
Appreciate it so much , thanks again for the ''Creative Editted Pictures & the Video MADE''
LOL

You're really something.. HAHA

For more info about this Amazing '' creative & intelligence '' girl ,
Please do Checkout her web url : know her more
She's so AVAILABLE , guys out there ..

What are you waiting for ? Go and Get her in SINGAPORE. !! LOL

Check out her blog under :

http://skyeongx3.blogspot.com/

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Rough times

2009-11-06T15:57:00.006+08:00

I was doing my normal routine -Playing around , working routine , as usual back home by dawn / 6a.m. - And last but no least , Of course having someone in my mind . She was awesome, way way too sweet ♥ =)) I just couldn't find any words in my dictionary to describe her =))

I'm starting to having phobia on Party . lol
I find that whatever this thing that ails me comes with side orders. That is to say, along with the crushingly low self esteem and self-destructive that urges this affliction overflows into social phobia and anxiety . It sounds complicated ; having '' heart attack '' recently . Brother should know what i am confronting ''))

I've spent the last few weeks in an acute depression. Though, I've sought treatment and the wheels are in motion to make me happy and well again '') Can't blame me at all .. Too much incidents are happening around me.

Despite the inappropriate routine I'm having, I couldn't sleep well recently =(
I dream of myself doing job tasks all night, tossing and turning and moaning sometimes, other times just yelling out in frustration. HELP me out someone !! Yelled*

Chilling -

Shakkingg shakking shakkingg !! *

Random picture for the post, after all .. I'm so damn fucking sleepy now , due to the boringness i'm having now . I blog ! '')) what a surprise . roftl

As I glanced back at her, I smiled - I knew I would start missing her at the moment
more so then She would have thought, but why would I ... don't want to her let go .

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Night tears

2009-11-02T17:18:00.007+08:00

Work has been very busy since then, and I have so little time to spend on blog post .
The one bright spot in these dreadful days.. These days it doesn't feel like i get any sleep at all.. wth
Working is exhausting !! That is why we need to chilled up sometimes `.~ winks*

Reached home almost 6 a.m. for these whole weekdays and weekends .. Damn .. I look more like a zombie than a human , roftl
Girl, you better don't date me :D I don't want to scare anyone of you .. lmao

♥ Check out my costumes for Halloween night ♥

At first it was hilarious. Then it was amusing.

P/s : the makeup gross . Not planning to post here.

Don't tag my pics in my fb , i'd warn you all . issh !!

You wouldn't want to imagine me in these wear right

Thanks to Sly for coming up this idea

This tee cause me 80 bucks .. wth

I'm not gonna post the pics with me wearing it, lol

Well, I could say it was a happening night .
Guys and girls were so hottttttttttt and wild :P HAHAS

Try different Cocktails and Mocktail , add a nice squishy and slimy texture to the mocktail.
Yeah, it make my stomach settle down so much. ''))

Finally , It enters November . I hope things will work out smoothly this MONTH . It was my month, NOVEMBER !! You know the reason well right ? =))
HAHAS

I had been compromised, recently and I'm seriously disagreed so much with the '' girl '' perception about justify us, guys ( me / us ) like to lie to his own girl . Common girls, we don’t feel you need to know everything nor should we feel a compulsion to tell you. Trying to force us to be honest all the time forces us into a corner and we’ll try to lie our way our of it.

I’m tired of hearing guys been justified lying ; Real men have the spine to handle it, and aren’t AFRAID to be honest. If you said that we guys always lie, and you don’t !! You become the worse liars .
If you were less judgmental and more tolerate, there wouldn't be so much conflict between .
Stop trying to be his MOM and just be his lover. For god sake .

Nagging and bitching are torturing . I'm not helping who , no offense .. sick of listening the same case again and again.

P/s: When you scolded me, I suddenly realized something .. . ... I was so glad ''))

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Nothing can bring us peace but ourself '')

2009-10-28T15:43:00.009+08:00

It's been a Hectic month!!
Been neglecting this blog so much !! HAHA ..
I just wish I have more than 24 hours in my day :''( lol
Things just couldn't get done !! Too many plans in my mind !!

Lately, I'd actually became a generally listeners for few of my friends ( suffering heartbreak ? lost of directions ? )
Trying to be a good listener ?, yea bet theirt offloading their own feelings .. Even the strongest guy can cry like a baby '')
Yeah, that is why i said, this month life was really hectic , this past month .. everything is going chaos
sigh !

I was being in their shoes for all the while and actually felt those who really suffering heartbreak, even though I didn't know her long enough and HE as well ..
Well, I surely feel for them .. I'd actually been once in the same boat with them too ..
Yea, Nobody is Perfect .
We all have Traits or qualities that we would rather not have - and often we choose not to accept it.
Eg. you might think that you are TOO sensitive or you cry frequently or that your feelings are HURT easily. But, the Another person might look at your sensitivity as a good quality ? you never know right ? It means that you are probably very tuned in to other people's feelings and that you often provide a nurturing shoulder to lean on :))

Noticed those people who are highly sensitive, they usually have ''compassion and empathy '' for their friends .. '')
Certainly, everyone has his or her own style .. You don't have to be always standing at the top of the cheer leading pyramid to get your point cross !! Cheer !! ''))

It is important to understand exactly what it means to let go . You have to learn to be okayy with the fact that you won't be going to the mall together with him or her sitting together at lunch.
However, you don't have to let go of your love for him or her, and you don't have to let go of your friendship. You only have to accept that the things you do together as friends are going to be different now. Letting go is the willingness to accept change and loss.

Understanding the difference between love and attachment is very helpful when a romantic relationship ends.
Sometimes we carry a sense of entitle that make us believe that other people owe us, they are somehow responsible for our happiness. If we are sad, they need to give SUPPORT !! If we are lonely, HE should keep us company ?!! IF in a sweet relationship or somehow PERFECT ONE,
your mates are supposed to protect you from PAIN ??!! Even more greatly, They should be SORRY when you are mad and attentive when you are sad ? Promise you that no matter what happens, they would never hurt you.

C'mon ?!! .. These are Impossible expectations .

Unrealistic expectations always end up hurting you. The more you believe others owe you, the sadder you are when they don't deliver .

In every girl’s life there’s one guy
who caused her pain yet she still loves him.
Realize youre responsible for your own happiness

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Support the adorable one , Michelle NG !!

2009-10-22T23:30:00.002+08:00

The Pink Ribbon :)

Did you know that breast cancer is the most common form of cancer diagnosed in women of all ages? Did you know that a woman in Malaysia has a 1 in 20 chance of getting breast cancer in her lifetime?

Did you know that October was Breast Cancer Awareness Month? Did you know that the fourth Monday of every October is Pink Ribbon Day?

Did you know that all of us can play a part in helping raise awareness about breast cancer? Did you know that you can lend a hand in raising funds to help those in dire need of your help?

In conjunction of Pink Ribbon Day this coming Monday (26th October 2009), Miss TLF (aka me, Michelle!) is launching her "I've done my small bit... Have you?" campaign.

For every 30 entries obtained from The Pink Ribbon competition, I will donate RM50 to the National Cancer Society. All you have to do is to spare a small bit of your time and effort, and you can leave the rest to me. Easy peasy!

Click here to find out what The Pink Ribbon competition is all about and stand in a chance to walk away with USD200 cash voucher. :D

Or... Just clicky click on the badge above to join the competition!!! :D

Everyone, please join The Pink Ribbon competition to show support can?

Kindly also lend me a hand and help spread the word around, kay? :D

To link Miss TLF's "I've done my small bit... Have you?" banner...

Easy peasy as ABC! Just copy and paste the codes provided below:

Believe that YOU can make a difference! (:

Let's make this year pinker than the last, shall we?

Only you and Me

2009-10-21T12:07:00.002+08:00

Lately, I had been realize somethings,
things that happened around me , recalling back and sorts more.

Have you been through a phase in Life, when you feel your not enjoying what you do?
Though things happen in our WAY, the amount of joy is not what its should have been.

There is always a curiosity to try something else, but there is always a fear with it
and we just feel what if that doesn't work out. ..

As I always mentioned, there is always a light at the end of the tunnel ♥ I appreciate what I have now , I always do .. This time trust me . '')

Sincerely by

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Birds are meant to be free

2009-10-18T10:58:00.003+08:00

It's funny to finally put your trust in someone,
put your full heart in someone. It's funny how, despite your better judgment,
when we silence our proper instincts and ignore all the possibilities , but
in a matter of times, it just shatters right in front of our eyes.

Realizing our mistakes without trying-
punishing myself. Learning so that next time I will know better.

The truth always comes out. That's just how life works.

And when that truth does come out, it really fills me up with confidence
I don't feel as sad as I thought I would be.
I am strong, and I have so much potential.

All I can do is
continue moving forward, chasing my dreams and never holding back.
I'm going to shine so bright.

I have been trying to let go of her for a long time now. '' She '', something keeps pulling me back. I know she is toxic. Her demeanor, her life, ..toxic. I was so in love with her once and then, nothing. Just going through the motions, I guess. I have known for a long time that this was over. I just didn’t want it to be. I hold on for couple of times , not b'cause of any love that I may have felt. But I always felt obligated to stay. I felt like I was supposed to be her savior. I felt that I would be able to leave when I helped her get on her feet. I felt that I could change her. I felt that she was a victim of Fucked up circumstances and that I was going to make her past hurt less.

She really loved me at one time and I know that. Just like I loved her with all my heart. For some reason I am always attracted to tragic cases. There were always obstacle ahead..

The next person that I get involved with will be an equal. I know that I can do better. This time I won’t settle b/c of some feeling of obligation. I lost way to much in the long run.

There is no going back, no matter how many tears or how much I feel that I may need her. It’s not worth it. I am so sorry if I hurt her. But, I can’t keep hurting me.

I hope that she loves again. I hope that she does not hold on to the pain. I wish that I could avoid having her blaming me, but I doubt it. To her now, I will be the '' bad '' guy. I wish that I could make her understand everything . sigh , hope that she will realizes that haer past and her surroudings don’t define her.

There is something in my gut saying that I need to do something big and significant. or maybe something big and significant is going to happen.

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Ask for what you need

2009-10-15T11:48:00.006+08:00

When the hurt is fresh, you may vow things that you will never forgive
the person who made you sad or upset. But after some time has passed and you'd
the opportunity to talk it out or let the pain subside,
I think it is time .. most probably its time
to think about Forgiving .

Forgiveness doesn't mean you are saying the behavior that hurt you
was okay- it isn't that way
And it's quite possible that you might choose to END your friendship
or relationship based on what happened.

Some actions are unforgivable, but most aren't. Holding on it will jsut make
you Feel WORSE .

Only you have forgiven can fill the space

inside your heart to feel more happiness

and receive more love

We human beings can survive the most difficult of circumstances if we are not forced to stand alone

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

ALL the way Midnight

2009-09-17T15:49:00.004+08:00

Until very recently , to my great shame.. I had been singing around , rapping
with a ugly and rough tone ..

something like that .. . ...

'' You know I'd walk them miles
Climb mountains switch up styles
All I wanna do, is be with you
Ain't no matter what, where and how .. blaa blaa blaa ''

I know I'm being lame, HAHA

Well, It's been over a week since my last blog here .. damn , Could anyone pause the hands of
the clock? ''(

Just thought to drop by my blog , well.. I could say there are many things happen in these days,
besides knowing a few weirdo , heh
I have a few passions myself, and it makes me think about it recently and about how I would want to get out of my ' reactive mode ' life,
to a more proactive, dream seeking life.
I am trying to make sure that I am very efficient in works or any
activities that are imminent and demanding, so I would get more time for myself, to do what I always wanted to do.

As you can see, It's 3 a.m. in the morning

Just rest a while kay .. not tired at all

Owh !! Thats Bah Kut Teh :PPp

We go mad when we are in a hunger mode

hehehe !!

Life has never been fair and all we can do is just to think about other people who
struggle to live just for another day...
while we struggle to see that other day.

I'm nothing without you , girl ..

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

My Sept

2009-09-07T23:28:00.003+08:00

Check out my BETA fish
Shadow ( on the left ) ; Fiend ( on the right )

People do have hobbies right, maybe it's the fact
that in between of the release of stresss ,
i tend to have nothing to do, hence the birth of
new hobbies - collecting BETA fish ;)

Well, I know my blog turn into a dead one , I choose not to complain about the crappy net
again this issue since i am most probably bored of the snail- speed of the Internet line.
Damn.. Well, especially with the internet bonkers since the internet and phone cables between
cheras area are having maintenance . Even loading a google page take forever .

This is the most hectic month, full of up and down . Trip draining every drop of sap out of me ..
Can someone help me out ?

P/s : I'm sorry . Please let me treat you a meal back

I wish it was the worst of my problems. But it's not. The real problem is that ...

Me,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Bouncing Bouncing

2009-08-17T21:36:00.004+08:00

I been hanging around miles away from my house for some duty, and i can say
it's pretty tiring and was a busy week for me . I haven't got my off day for these week , actually it's because I wouldn't want to . Nth else i can do . Well, i could say it was an amazing experience as i see different people and get to mixed with different race and age people .

To this I can add that so far i had been happily bouncing around .
Will be around Bangsar for this week . heh !

As you can see, I had short hair ) :
I wouldn't want to have a nearer image,
and it's candid !! xP

In these days, i had been stuck with some human that trying to be funny
Some of the best jokes are about cripples.

Somehow some '' people '' have to make everything sexual.

For example, the good ol' banana.

It's a great fruit. It's sweet,
and it's good for you. Then, some sicko comes along and goes-
"LOL, THEY LOOK LIKE PENISES." Thus, now, even eating a banana can be seen as erotic.
If you add in a doughnut, that's sexual intercourse right there. =.=\\
I didn't know any of this until someone told me. I wish they hadn't.

Another example,
even the word "balls" can't be used innocently anymore.
Before, it was just a sphere used for playing games.
Now, it's linked with something sexual too. Seriously, what the hell?

Why do people make up these things?
Seriously, I want to enjoy a banana or a
doughnut without remembering these sick references. This is so stupid...

I was kinda speechless for a second, what a pathetic world .. hah

Ending my post, yawnn ..
I'm hungry , chaoz !!

Written ,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

-'' 9

2009-08-09T16:51:00.006+08:00

Surfing net in a WI-FI Area somewhere in .. . . ... ")

I don't actually know who will read my post . Who WILL actually
stop by and read my words . I don't give a fucking damn .

It's that I haven't blog for a while . And, I have also been pretty inconsistent with my blog post.
I would just update with random pictures and stuff I like.
To keep it short and precise, It's my individual personal blog and I have my right to post whatever i like.

Maybe She's right that-

I can only grow if I am willing
to feel awkward and uncomfortable
when I try something new.

Eventually, I moved out from the comfort zone .

A man who is living in ease cannot
appreciate the level of difficulties of others

written,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Bad Day - my sickness - cure me

2009-08-04T22:51:00.003+08:00

Had a real bad day ,
body isn't working properly
had a very bad bad bad
annoying and irritating
hard cough ) :

Due to the freaking haze
outside ,
situation get worst
I had a damn fever , what a pathetic country

( click picture to enlarge )

I was fine until Jason pm me and ask me
whether i had severe cough or not.

and, he freaking damn ass
say that i couldn't run away from the
fact : H1N1

One shouldn't upset or
depressed about something you couldn't get
and some one says essentially:

"You shouldn't be whining over having no shoes,
after all, some people have no feet".

A lil short update for ma blog ,
gotta get on my bed real soon ;)

Chaoz peeps

Faithfully ,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Hello everyone :P

2009-07-21T10:02:00.006+08:00

Hello my blog readers ;)

I'm so sorry for the lack of update . heh
So sorry again for being laZy ;p

Time just go so swiftly and oh my .. I haven post for weeks here :p
well, what can I say - It's been a busy and hard weekend for me , though
had to pass everything under any circumstance . Pity me ):

Though it's not the year to be outrageous or impulsive,
guess hard work will be rewarded rytee.. ( hope so!! >< )

In life, we all have an unspeakable secret ,
an irreversible regret , an unreachable dream and
an unforgettable love .

Cherish our moment while we can <3>

Anyhow, this is a short update for the moment
Will eventually update my blog if the time allows me to do so , thus
many event are waiting for me this whole weekend , shout* !!

winks* ;p

Regards,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Genting 20/06/2009 & 21/06/2009

2009-06-23T15:48:00.005+08:00

Genting 20/06/2009 & 21/06/2009

it was a awesome and meaningful trip ( :
thats all . haha !

Random question

2009-06-11T13:39:00.013+08:00

A random post ,
took these question in facebook ~

( Click picture to enlarge )

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Hanging in Sri Petaling

2009-06-09T13:15:00.019+08:00

A late post ,
since I have some pictures in hand ..
well , guess i had to post it up huh ;D

Tagg along with Jeff , Cassie and Xiao yin to Sri Petaling.
We were all hyper and active in the car
all the way to the destination ~

-skip the part

Scroll the pictures ( :

Xiao yin and CassieActing innocent , erhemm xD

If we change the way we look at things, things we look at might change ;p

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Cousing arrival ;D

2009-06-05T15:27:00.017+08:00

School holidays for two week, well i guess
it doesnt effect me )):

It seems , every day offers us new challenges.
I jus handle with the daily routine and add some spice in my life.

The only way overcoming those daily routine,
usually we have to keep ourselves active and inspired. HAHAS !!
If we experience a new pleasant experience today,
definitely we'll feel much better tomorrow.

During the school holiday season ( :
cousin, Lim Chao Yi came to pay a visit
in my working places , bugging and wandering around
roftl ~

He looks pretty concentrate on work huh ~

I was doubting at first , until .. hmm

He is playing freaking DotA theree .. wth !!
hahas ,
Met my cousin ..
Lim Chao Yi

Peoples are beautiful ( :
not necessary in looks.

Not in what they say and words
Just in what they are .

Regards,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

`Training SACHS in Crystal Crown hotel PJ

2009-06-04T17:45:00.009+08:00

SACHS training at Crystal Crown Hotel PJ

- trainer by Winston from Singapore ,
Kinda hard to concentrate in the hall ,
been so long never attend classes .. since i left those '' books ''
heh ~

50% only get into me , I would say it is a minor training course.

Regards,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Took down a leave

2009-06-02T16:00:00.004+08:00

Started my work as usual today
After my leave yesterday,
I felt lazy to go back to work , gonna get back to my bored working routine ..

hmm ..Played with Ms.Frog PS2 the whole evening yesterday
guessed who's the winner ? hahas
No doubt , its Mr.Frog right ? XD
Don't spank mie ! I'm innocent ;D

Piles of work awaiting for me as
i step back into my working place,
pretty darn boring and sick ..

Received another packing from Korea when I'm on leave .

Posting random stuff, pretty much thinking to think
these whole week, exhausted

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

- BOTY in One utama

2009-05-31T22:18:00.005+08:00

It is 31st May 2009 ,
the last day of May
a bright sunny Sunday morning which fully
makes me feel like staying on my bed for the entire whole day . hahs !

I was awoken by my dearest baby~ hahs !
She was my morning alarm on the beautiful Sunday, heh

Drove down to One utama, survey-ing all the way ..
Met Joker & friends over there ..
Heard that BOTY was organized there,
after all , I should say it's a healthy street dance culture
and unity among those M'sia young dancer .

Congratulations to all those winner , pretty awesome you guys did ( :

Famous crew & Wakaka

I dont know much about these dance,
just a random post of it .

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Happy Birthday to Ryan

2009-05-30T20:35:00.010+08:00

`
As we get older,
our perception of time changes ..
We had been in this world long enough ,
For me , I'm just
19 years and six months stepping on this holy ground :p

Make no doubt, time and day really passes so swiftly
I can't believe it when Sara rang me up and told me to attend for her
son's one year old birthday party .

Simply magnificent and awesome to hear about it ~
Literally I felt glad and peace for my buddy Ng Choon Yen
somehow he raise a healthy and chunky boy ( :

Okay I posted up again (:
from left >> right .
Ng Choon Yen ( Ah kau ) , Eric Chong Soon , Anson Ruen Yong ,
Feeder ( Me ) , Ivan

Those day we were so young and hyperactive ,
we were living life to the fullest alwayss winks*
damn~

******************************************************************

Back to the night ,
pretty small party but somehow it's like a reunion for me.

Scroll down the pics (:

His Name is Ryan , 1 years Old

Chunky and cute little boy,
Happy Birthday Little one ;D

Like father like son,
damn alike .. lols

God blessed ~

Meet Yeu Tat and SS Anson

Craving for food alas

Spot the Monkey hand ~

Jun Sheng , Anson , Feeder

A short conversation

and, here comes , '' Fatty ''
I love to play his '' ... ''

hahas !! Ju-yee Chong don't let me ) :

Pretty Awesome night ,
supposed to be in Thai club on the day ,
guessed it wouldn't so bad after all. hahs !

Sincerely ,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Passing by true colours

2009-05-25T13:25:00.003+08:00

It's okay to step back once in awhile and just enjoy the moment.

Even in tough situations - it's important to smile and laugh here and there.
laughing like what they call '' siao lang ''
My friends know how do I laugh when I'm in a hyper situation :p

The fact is,
I wouldn't restrict myself from doing things I love

Not leaving memories behind,
but don't try to live in the past, either. heh
Let us enjoy life even if we knew that we are not
at the best place you could be.

Only live once - make the best of it.

Is that mie ? ):

Every day above ground really is a good day.
hah ! You owe me a meal, Jeff ~
hahas ..

Kinda long didnt take in liquor
suddenly felt so eeew ~
when my first attempt , bottom up
but i think my situation is better than this guy , roftl

I dont think he's blushed

retarded * Muahahhas

can you guys imagine how fast this guy
slammed down after having his first glass..
hahahas !

`
Apparently alcohol isn't forbidden in my house, whenever i feel like drinking
I just drink ! xP

Drinking to me , somehow.. more likely about passion , sensual pleasure ,
fears , lust , yearning hungers . Different people
had different feelings when they drink .
It's about saying good-bye to any obstacle in our mind , hahas ..

I seldom drink, but I loved the deflection from drinking liquor (: as the ability may able to shift my focus away from my own awareness of self or onto something else, something less painful than my own feeling. I loved the way drink made me feel .. the warming, feelings of ease although the liquor taste TERRIBLE .. =.=

Anyhow , heavy drinking damage our health .
alcohol effects the body in many other harmful ways , so drink less ..
it would be better to stay away ;D congrats to those teetotaler ^^

Regards,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

` My words - aware =)

2009-05-22T14:37:00.008+08:00

We;ve been told to forget avian influenza, swine flu ravage the world as
Mexicans were warned not to shake hands in church was the next bad thing.

This severe pneumonia caused by the A/H1N1 strain of the swine flu virus in Mexico.
I was blur case when i heard of this virus / flu ..
but after some research on this weird disease , I thought is eating bah kut teh infected AT FIRST , hahas

hmm, somehow its regularly cause high flu outbreaks in pigs but with low death rates.
and the most recent isolated influenza viruses from pigs have been H1N1 viruses.

Bad news to me that , the influenza virus is constantly mutating..
thats why they can't get full immunity to the flu , what a pathetic
However, even though the virus makes us sick, our immune systems should be muster enough of a response so that the flu is rarely fatal for healthy people.

And somehow some few morons come and aware me not to take Bah Kut Teh
which use to be my Sunday's breakfast ..
These viruses are not transmitted by food. Eating properly handled
and cooked PORK is absolutely SAFE okay ??!

Internal temperature till 70 degree or above
can instantly kills the swine flu virus, you MORON !!
Serve u right , argue-ing with me ` roftl

And, someone told me .. around my place.. there are people who infected with
A/H1N1.. I'm surprised I'm not afraid , but I feel excited .. weee`

hehehehes..

Kays, crapping again ..
My words stop here ( :

Understand that friends come and go ,
I just hold on some precious few

Hahas.. Mom and sis ` Candid

Kays, I look weird ..
Try-ing to act like froggie.. grr

' Often time we call a man cold when only he is sad.

Regards,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Happy Birthday Mom ( :

2009-05-21T11:59:00.010+08:00

I do feel GREAT today ,
was such a beautiful day , yea beautiful day .. winks*
it was my Mom's burfday today (:

wee `
Today's post is just another birthday post
for my lovely mom . A simple celebration cause brother having tuition today ,
might as well postponed it to Saturday night .

With one birthday after another,
doesn't it seems faster each year it pass , don't they ..
Yet from all I can see,
She's always the best Mom
and i just wouldn't have any other .. hahas

Last, but no least ..
I want to wish
Happy BirthDay to you, Mom

Wish your dream may come true ,

All the blessing and luck
May get to travel every year , winks*

Sister and mom, lol
hahas.. pretty tired mie =)

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Short / Morib trip

2009-05-18T10:50:00.007+08:00

Hardly woke up by 6 a.m.
moreover it's Sunday !! ):
this is not how i wanted to wake up on Sunday,
but guessed I have no choice..

Slept at 4 plus , really exhausted and down ..
hmm ,
I was supposed to fetch Henry and Ming Zhen ,
by 7 morning .
All the way to Morib .

Gonna end this post soon , asked Henry for tea later ..
Pretty funny Sunday , cause Cassie was sitting beside me .
She's also one of the camwhore queen , hahahas ..

Posted some related pics,

Kinda late , gotta go for supper ( :

Chaos

Do I look like an amphibian ? o.O

She loves male . roftlYin Yin ( : The chubby ones ^^A potential one & me [ I look so chan , eyelid were so heavy ) : ]Lee Hoon , Me , Yin ²

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Tagged by Chong Ju Yee

2009-05-17T20:49:00.003+08:00

TAG-TAG.

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
My neck ;p

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
High

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
Yin Yin Mui, Cassie

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Nope

5. Will you ever donate blood?
I will

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
Ya

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
Nope

8. What does your last text message say?
'' Morning sweetheart .. Mwah with lurves ''

9. What are you thinking right now?
Night time

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yeah please ..

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12 a.m.

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
erk..Ssangyong company

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yeaa, sure ^^ one person

14. Who was the last person who text you?
Ms.Frog

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz...

1. Anson
2. Milk
3. Kim Choo
4. Mandy Tan
5. Mayc Playboy
6. Kawaii
7. Misu
8. Moca
9. Piggy rox
10. Ron Yap Chee King

15. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
No Idea

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
Both female

17. If no. 7 and and no. 1 get together, would it be a good?
Hell .. Banana with a China man winks*

18. What is no. 1 studying about?
Form 6

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?

1. -
2. -
3. -
4. -
5. -
6. -
7. -
8. -
9. -
10. Through e-mail , few days ago

20. Is no. 4 single?
I don't think so . lol

21. Say something about no. 2.
Big bully, She love to bully me

22. What do you think about no. 2 and no. 6 being together?
Hahas, same sex .. oops , there are some possibilities

23. Describe no. 9.
Damn tall girl

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no. 7 fight?
Buy a large popcorn, lets enjoy the show

25. Do you like 8?
Ya

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16 May 2009 - Tommy's birthday

2009-05-16T16:47:00.003+08:00

16th May was my brother ,
Mister Tommy Lim Zhi Xiong
big day ( :

Just brought him to dinner in Sunway and chill him up a little .
hahas

A short post with a few pictures attached ,
some pictures are still in my cam .

Happy Birthday on your very special day `
All the best & luck in your Life
May your dreams come true ( :

Still thinking whats the next destination

Still under 18 , hahahas !

Ignore my expression .. lol

`
I live my life to maintain my own happiness
while trying my best not to
cause any unhappiness
to anyone else.

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

` My Inspiration

2009-05-14T13:17:00.009+08:00

`
It's so strange of - life. why do some people are born
and do nothing but suffer their whole lives . Whatever case it would be - pain , poverty , disable etc.
And some people just grow up with a life of luxury .
I don't have a perfect life, but there's nothing I would change.
If I told you guys, I thank God everyday for my blessings, than I would tell you it's all a lie .

I don't thank God enough , But ..
when I think of blind people , I can't imagine going a day out without seeing the sunlight
shining through the windscreen , or not being able to looked at my loved ones' eyes.
And when I think of people who had disable on hearing , I can't imagine what it would be like
to not hear Ms.Frog call my name, or her sweet voice whispering to my cute ears ,
" Baby, I love you so much "

I feel so very very blessed after the thought , and I think most of us tend to take our blessing
for granted .
I wish I could look at people and not judge them , I wish I could sleep the whole day ,
playing around , hanging around .. sorts more ~~naughty~~ ~~stuff~~;P

But unfortunately, we don't always get what we wish for, and I'm more willing to settle
for what I have nw , horr darling .. xD
I felt grateful anyhow , thanks to Mom that raises me up .

It's very easy for us , ages like me
to get caught up in thinking about all the things we dont have .
Wish to have a branded watch , wish for a romantic relation, wish to be popular ,
wish that parents had more money to buy us a perfect car for our 20th birthday xD
hahas .. I guessed we wasted an enormous amount of energy thinking about how much
better things would be , if it started with, if only ..

If only I was taller
If only my wallet would be thick fill with U$ cash
If only I have extra few more credit cards ;D
If only my darling .. erhemm MMMMM.. ;p

Spending all our time thinking of what we dont have ,it would be rather disappoint us
hehes, but spending time feeling grateful for what I have for nw, I feel so much better ( :
Its really simple , gratitude is a natural i guessed .. antidepressant .. lol

So my valuable fellows, rmbr to be grateful for your
abilities, for your personality and most of all,
be grateful that you are you .. my dear ( :

Goinn this resort again on this weekend ,
guess it would be rather fun .. hahas
I hope this time I wouldn't yawn .

To be continued ..

Appearances aren't always what they seem '

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Another day

2009-05-12T11:08:00.006+08:00

Another week with full of stress and headache ,
the recent hot weather makes everybody gets into
HOT - tempered .
I can sense it when I look at my BOSSY eyes = =
retard looks *
oops.. hahas

So, guessed today I will write about what Im told,
hahas .. Kinda pathetic but I collected those words that people
point out on me .. No doubt ,its a fact ..

erk.. Slightly unspeakably loud ,
insanely NORMAL,
HORRIBLY good,
COWARDLY courageous,
cynically OPTIMISTIC,
incompetently CAPABLE
patiently ANXIOUS
arrogantly HUMBLE,
FOOLISHLY realistic,

or so I'm told of it ..
And well.. I guess I'm completely okay with it ..

We are all unique, different, one of a kind ..
Everyone go through periods in our lives when we want to be like everyone else -
or at least how we perceive others to be .

I still recall, when i'm still in High School ..
I have a long sleeve clothes , the pathetic hairstyle ,
a bad irresponsible student attitude - lol
and some set of value as my
closes friends.

Somehow now , I don't own any of it ;)

In order to grow, sometimes we need to step outside the comfort zone.
doing things that we normally avoid doing ,
what im been through now , hmmm
felt uncomfortable , inadequate in some way i guess ..

Hmm, went yumcha yesterday night in Old'town
Well this is the bunch of valuable friends there ;D

I left slightly early , been a ' good ' boy these days ( :
hehes..

Okay, I am on purpose ;D

Peace Kam Yew ;D

I was so talkactive - -

Showing off ~

Its quite packed up - two rows

I Hate this Brat ` he always bully me .. hahas

All of us are stars and deserve the right to twinkle ;p

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Post for the loved ones <3

2009-05-10T17:22:00.012+08:00

10 May 2009
and we all know so clearly that it's Mother's Day .
Very well indeed ,
regardless of what we will actually do on Mother's Day

, if anyone of you could design on this ideal day, what would it be? (:

( I have the answer all in my heart . Ask me if ure curious ;p )

Mother carries her child in her womb for nine months,
in her heart for the rest of her life ..
Besides, she also stands for sacrifices pain, grief and sorrows which
she has to undergo to keep her children happy and secure.
So, what have you guys done as a return ? ( :

hmm, Celebrated every year in most of all countries , Mother's Day is an occasion
when individuals express their love and respect that they have for their own mother.
I should say that we all are greatly influenced by our mother.
She remains a great source of inspiration for all of us as she brought me us in our life.

and well for today,
I decided to treat my mom by starting the Mother's Day
with a light lunch ..
A simple lunch yet reasonable and worthy .
Somehow, I make sure my mom was really full before we leave the cafe'

=)

`
Baby asked me today, Do you like baby ? I paused but didnt answer her full
cause it would be pages of text .. hah
i knew I can't walk past with a woman that doesn't have feeling for her own baby .
Eventually, I think having a baby totally enhanced a couple relationship .. besides,
it sparked an amazing relationship built on mutual love and understanding the others,
it is a chance to both to devote more time to raise a sweet baby (:

Heart you <3

Mom
p/s : My mom had a great deal of trouble with me ,
but i think she enjoyed it . lol

Seriously had no idea what to eat .The wings is okay okay only . lolI appreciate everything I done .
All the blessing to my loved ones <3>

Sincerely,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Fried fried ;X

2009-05-05T00:22:00.004+08:00

A random late night supper, heh !

Never knew my late night food craving was the Kentucky Fried Chicken ..
hahas ,but don't you think I should add more fat in me ?
especially my '' breast '' . erhem.. ignore my crap .

I find myself feeling more energetic after i eat & eat & eat
that rather than some other alternatives ..

Jeff tag along then , sorts of stuff we discussed .
hmm , I am just confused and lack of action somehow .
sigh `

Inspecting the germs in the air . woots !
Feeder had somehow turn into a scientist . xD

Somehow , I need to overcome myself ..

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

I love reptiles <3

2009-05-02T13:30:00.008+08:00

I was so so into reptiles , till i thought of buying it ..
hmm ..
But, I will get a tarantula first ..
I asked the worker there whether is it safe to keep tarantula
crawling in my hand ..
He told me , '' Just don't ask for the bite ''
this is really more perking my curiosity
ehehehes!

Eventually, a tarantula bite will paralyze it's victim as we know ..
heh ! kinda cool i think ,
but it isn't venomous to human i GUESSED..

So, I aim for tarantula first ;P
I will get you , Hairy One !! teehee ;)

Snake is cool too , i will

get one if i get enough cash in my pocket ;)

I forgotten snake don't have hands,
it doesn't peace back to me . lol
[ Darling told me , the snake skin feels like her
own LV bag.. hahas ]

Chilly , just a random pics ..
Friends will know what im gonna do with
chilly paddy
hahas !

Another day , I guessed I need to work hard,
after playing around for whole week .

Sigh`

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Beautiful Sunday

2009-04-27T09:56:00.012+08:00

Happen on My Sunday morning ( :
Noticed maself that my routine changed from time to time ,
hehes..

I'm nineteen half , going my twenties in Nov (:
Being a teenager is really tough. It's the where we have to deal and
cope with the most changes, in our whole life. hmm ..

Frankly, being a teenager is not all bad, though . .. hehes ..
Now I don't have to have parents take me to somewhere I want to go,
and somewhere I couldn't go before. erhem *
Muahahhas evil *

It's a very enjoyable time of life, if we do the right stuff, and put thought into what we are doing. But with all good things, must come the bad wannn. Aikss
During our age, we always considered our self matured and hopefully smart enough to understand what is good for us , and make decisions without consulting others.

But with that comes risk, and nowadays, fun stuff are usually bad stuff.
Its so disappoint when i heard people that same ages with me dealing drugs .
Well, there's nothing more pathetic to be said ..

Being a teenager, as we correctly point out, a transition period.
old enough to be interested in adult activities, such as sex and drinking,
ERHEM ! ;pp
but not considered old enough to be allowed to engage in them.

Somehow , our brain is essentially part mush, as
it reconfigures itself to handle new roles.
This is why some teenagers have such notoriously poor judgment ;
the part of their brain responsible for calculating risks
isn't really working correctly .. hah !

Thats why some of my friend get married at the age same with me ,
Muahahas ! sorry ... =p

Hehes.. Naughty dog =p

It's quite fun though, but it shitted so many time . =.=Some say An animal lover guy influence a girl (:Rich Dad's book , find it out .. It's an interesting book .
hahas . Winter and Feeder

hah ! this candid !

Okays, who need council ;P

Hahahahs ...

I knw this is not cute , kay

Hahahahhahas .. Retarded face !!
Muahahahs !

Seek me for council ,
you might get a chance to cam whore with me ;P

Chiaoz readers !

Regards,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Quest '

2009-04-25T20:22:00.003+08:00

I'm doinn these the whole day , hahahs !
Very Interesting indeed , so I decided to post up . heh !
;D

[ click to enlarge ]
Yea, Understand me ! ;P

[ click to enlarge ]
Jesus dying on the cross is a demonstration of how much God loves us.
why can't me? x)

[ click to enlarge ]
Having my own '' soccer team '' kids ,
is part of my dream ;P

winks*

P/s : Miss u ² Miss u ² Miss u ²
Baby..
Enjoy yourslf there kay
See you on .. '' erhem '' `
Muacks

Sincerely yours,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Random

2009-04-25T16:25:00.006+08:00

The weather has been exceptionally hot these days ..
Perhaps , mother nature is being too emotion , har ! har !
who knows ;D

thinking about my work status , hmm
It's been a while since i blog about it ,

Talking about my current job now,
As we all know , most of countries are suffering from the current global
economic recession throughout the world .

Especially in
this difficult season, the foreign currency has been very unstable
and along with this, somehow our A/S part price was loosing its competitiveness over the A/s
market which parts prices were unreasonably set up . How pathetic..

Its a fact that we couldn't deny ..

P/s : I feel physically hungry now, I need food now .

kays, I knew i'd been lame . chiaoz

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Happy Birthday Anson Lee

2009-04-23T09:57:00.007+08:00

Guessed what ?

When I was a child, time passed so slowly
that it seemed some days would never come ,
but
now I realized
time passes along me too swiftly , ):
wth ):
These few months,
I had been so blessed
by so many precious friends around me that willing
to share and helping me out .

Below pics were took when I was in FORM 5 , roftl
I miss how I behaved like a ~~Bad~~ boy those days
Muackss ~ *

Ah Kau ( married ) , Eric , Anson , '' erhemm '' , Ivan

Here, I would like to take the opportunity to
wish my Happy-go-lucky friend,

Anson Lee Ruen Yong ,

Happy BirthÐay !!

You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream (:
May your dream comes true and all the Best in your entire life ,
hahas

Best regards,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Histana Hotel

2009-04-20T09:50:00.004+08:00

The weather lately was tremendously bad ,
during this pathetic weather, people around me fall sick
may god bless us innocent people ;)
kay, skip the freaky part .. hemm

Spiritually on these days, in preparation for new and
even better things . Somehow I neglect my blog for a moment .
fergiv me

I set my goals and target ,
I wanted so hard to finish a couple of tasks, and its by weeks now but i can't get it done .
However, the priority, the accomplishment,
usually don't entice me any emotion reward
but associate with stresses that I want to avoid so much ! and .. forget it !! sigh

The required process somehow is boring me to death.
I feel unproductive, lost focus, unsure and despite what I am doing.

hmmm,
Okay I feel better now , ( :
Ignore me lol

I'm true glad bout yesterday, most probably a special one <3
came along and not forget Jun Sheng and David that not letting me down
tagg along too . hahas

Hope they would realize my good deeds ;P

Jason Teh and Me.

p/s : I had no idea why i post like that ?! hahas
i'm not gay kay ? erhemm

I realized one thing that came into my mind after the speak from Jefferey ,
Man is not born to solve the problems of the universe, but to find out what he has to do.

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Grid and graph Me

2009-04-13T18:18:00.006+08:00

`
Thinking of loads of picture i took ,
photos always remind me that life passes us by so quickly.
We don't remember our life in days,
we remember it in moments.
It's so true -
after i recall & recall back ..
lol.

A photograph can be instant of life captured for eternity,
it will never look back at us .

P/s : Knowing you being happy out there is a pretty awesome thing,
such happiness and satisfaction ( :

remain silent all the while doesn't mean I doesn't care ..
if only happiness can flow you ,
I ll take every action to make sure it do.

with best regards,

MisterFeeDeLimZhiMing

Essential <3

2009-04-13T16:44:00.006+08:00

After rotting the whole day at Edwin's house ,
yea we are extremely tired and Hungry .

Went Sunway SUBANG for steamboat buffet.
Damn , I was extremely full ..
'' Feed '' by Edwin Teh - -
p/s : Usually Im Feeder , I feed PPL !! wth

Yay , Jocelyn peel the skin !
Girls should do this job laaa =D

Yin Yin ! Apa tengok =P

Was extremely Hungry at first .. roftl

Reasonable that we can eat such a lot . hahas !

See ! I give life & love advice and council . hahas ! =p

p/s : Mr Frog is also a professional , =pp
but he intend to approach Dr.Celine ..
So, he seek for her and ask for help ..
Nevertheless , Mr.Frog Fell <3>for her.

- end -

Our empires of our future are the empires of our mind.

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Kak IZURA's wedding

2009-04-13T15:11:00.007+08:00

Pretty rush Sunday I have
Attended Kak Izura's wedding dinner at Dewan Kelana Jaya .
just go through briefly , heh !

lazy ness to typee ;P

semoga berbahagia dan suami isteri menyayangi sesama lain
dan menghormati satu sama lain , lols
My BAHASA MELAYU not bad nerh =D

erhem, excuse me .. ;D

I have always considered marriage as
the most interesting event of one’s life,
the foundation of happiness or misery

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

No doubt I'm yours

2009-04-10T11:58:00.006+08:00

Rotting at office nw .

Its been a while since i can sit down at my home
doing my blog or whatever i want to do freely .
you know lar .. guyss .. what else .. erhem * =D
I'd been neglected my blog for past few days , hmm

Still clueless when it comes to certain things direct from my work .
To be frankly, I'm feeling rather tired at the moment,
nodded nodded & yawn like a Hippo . wth

I don't have any inspirational energy to
write smart or interesting stuff in here , so let me make it
simple here ( :

`
Another thing here, I would like to wish my friend
'' Happy Birthday Lee Chun Yuen ''

all the best and may your dreams come true !

I'm sorry I can't join you guys in Genting , heh ! Perhaps
next outing , kay =)

Some random pics to post here , hehe

As I look through the windscreen ,
I realize there is no end , no beginning but only
the infinite passion of life.

Spot my tea POT . heh ! =D
I'm the V.I.P ! XD

Some one call me ~~ASS~~ boy after see-ing this pics ..
~~Spank~~* youu .. !
hmmm ..

No poems and no fancy words ,
you know my words are true and sincere .

- zhi ming

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Call it a day

2009-04-09T10:50:00.004+08:00

Today, just wasn't my day,
things just didn't work out for me

While on the way back from Desa Petaling ,
after sending Madam Loh back .

Find Jun Sheng for breakfast ,
okays im the one suggesting '' Burger King ''
har ! har !

p/s : '' I know I'm having a healthy breakfast =) . Mai jealous ''

Guessed what ,
upon returning to my car,
I noticed a familiar long paper stuck on the windscreen wiper ,
i got a bad feeling then , my instinct was so true ..

I received a summon !! knn
Initially , I felt a a little bad and regret
for stopping by there . darn

Right in front of Inti college, Starbucks cafe'

Serve me right? sigh

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

E - Task

2009-03-30T00:25:00.011+08:00

I guessed my daily routine changed ,
as usual i need PLENTY of phone calls to wake me up
hahahahas ..

Woke up early at Sunday morning is so so
suffering ) : what a pathetic to me ><

Bah Kut Teh for my breakfast !
oooh .. been so long since i last took it =D

Of course not Im the one finish this . siiao

daydreaming when im tired, not EMO .!

They jual Habis Banana , and they create new one
call '' Melon Split ''
wth

Wandering what i surfing ? ;P

Not Porn kay ?!!

We knew so clearly that we live in a competitive culture,
but i had no idea that it was so intense untill
I realized something today.

It saddens me sometimes that people cannot be more real,
empathetic and compassionate.

ya, I greed,
as a humans, we're all imperfect too ..

Hope.. it's the best comfort for our imperfect condition.

Best regards,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Overseas restaurant at Armada Hotel

2009-03-29T00:24:00.010+08:00

Saturday night ,
guessed everyone had a great time . hahas
But i turned out different way .. . roftl

Attended farewell dinner for Mr.Raymond Chan ,
he retired early due to his personal health problem ,
hope he retired with a good pension and an optimistic future ( :

We had our dinner at Overseas restaurant at Armada Hotel .

Darn bored .. Everyone was like .. my grandfather ..

The service is okay =)

Eating raw prawn , i told them it's not a very good idea . zz

I hate this pumpkin food , but i still had to stuff it in my mouth
due to what we always mention '' bei min ''

Those dealer manager & director .

Spot my Martell , I told them I can drink !

I hate this , its so bitter . I add a lot of honey
but still it sucks like antibiotic .
still .. I had to stuff it into my cute mouth . ~~kaninia~~

Their topic of conversation was more likely about ,
health , family , kids , grandson ..
and and and .. what they shall do after retirement ..

wth .

The food is okay , i admit it's so costly .
though, we share the expenses for the meal . hahas

`

someone show me this ,
please make sure you're mature and above 18 yrs please.

log on to : www.google.com.my
Search : type in Denise Milani * click search

hahas ! Strictly only for men ! No girls allow to click it .
hahahahas .

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Thanks for the gift & i appreciate it

2009-03-28T11:06:00.007+08:00

KLIA , 6 a.m. ' Fashions fade, style is forever ;D

P/s : Thanks for the gift .

I never compromise for the sake of following
or producing unproductive reason ,

I find it more exhilarating
when i stand on my own ( :

the knight moves , the queen pawned .
two more steps , two more ..
I will call it checkmate .

with best regards,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

The matter of time

2009-03-27T13:51:00.006+08:00

This week, I have been too organized for my own good.

Sadly to say , my timetable was almost full , cause i fill it in grid , hahaas ..
but i fail to follow it . lol

So, in recognition of this,
my timetable in my diary has been scrapped and replaced
with more honest method ;P
Let's just hope this is more successful. hehes =)

Although life is dominated by work and work , [ I don't have girl friend-s ;P ]
there will be an exciting and controversial rumor next month . hahahas !
ya , April - Fool month ! ;D

and lots lots of event !! =D

On usual night , I go for supper EVERY night .. hahahas !
but somehow , I dont know why i can't gain weight and more flesh ..
in my chest * LOL winks* what a pathetic `

After I left Mr.Genga's house , I go go get my Supper ;D

No need to mention evrybody names hor

This brat always '' shoot '' and '' bomb '' me ..

Tan Chun Yong

I found out today that in these demanding times the best way to ensure a dynamic,
adaptable workplace is to encourage positive communication patterns .
somehow , it really works ..

I really realized that Action speak as Loudly as words . Damn

regards,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

My pleasure

2009-03-26T11:21:00.003+08:00

My Pleasure ;D

Some people are often unreasonable, illogical and self-centered ..
load your smile
and forgive them anyway ( :

Never argue with an idiot.
cause' they'll drag you down to their level then
beat you with their experience.
Retarded rat !
har ! har ! =D

Attending Farewell Dinner this Saturday ,
anyone accompany ? ><

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Parts arrived from Korea

2009-03-25T23:22:00.010+08:00

Kinda addicted to '' Poker face - Lady Gaga ''
hehes .
Makes me wanna .. erhemm !! Maybe this Thursday !! ;P
Find me at Sunway , Subang =D wuahahahahas !
lol

`

Let's be honest with each other, waiting around until
we are totally good enough to be an authority figure
is not the way to build our empire. `
we had to be constantly improving wutt .. heh !
The world is turning aroundd .. lols

Human perception i would say ,

Do most people believe things are going badly because
they have personal evidence of it,
Maybe it is because they are told that things are going badly?

Or it might be the definition of badly. who knows ? ( :

During difficult times, often people are able to find joy (or meaningful to them)
in the things they do have even if economically turn worse for them.

wonder whyy *

All of these things are inconsistent with what's really happening out there ..
I was once trying to convince a middle aged man , that
the laws are old. ... wifeless
tend to change it !

But, hahas .. end up .. =D

`

Ignore my random crap , hehes .. just slightly bored on my day , no offense ; )

kays,
Supposedly , I received my Parts today .. hehes
Damn the government tax , darnn ..
Spot my parts , from Korea .

those cases were weight more than 800 kilogram .
mother arh .. =D

Okays, got loads of stuff gonna do today ..
guess will be a busy day after all .. sighh .
Trying hard to change my liFestYle ( :

Fragile !! Me too .. I'm also fragile , don't hurt me :P

See him using the forklift , i also pek chek . -.-

Seriously, he is damn noob .
Although I don't knw how to make use of that forklift,
but i think i can do better than him . har ! har !

duh ! maybe he need pork for EQ & IQ boost ;D

I was laughing like a mad dog =.= ,
when someone tell me this ,

'' A black male is more likely to be seen as potentially violent or a criminal ''

Suddenly think of my schoolmate, ~~CHUA WAI JOE~~ .. Rapist !
Hope he didnt see this .. wahahahahas

aHAHAHAHAHAS =D .

I knew i'm a bad boy ;P

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Quest / Tagged By Cutepigggy

2009-03-24T11:37:00.003+08:00

I just did this tag by '' CutePiggy ''

Visit this website and answer , simple as that

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2. Answer all of the questions
3. Once you have the answers, copy and paste them to your blog.
4. Tagging your other friends is optional.

P/s : I found out the answer damn chun wei . hahas .. 95% accurate xD

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Victim :

Whoever are curious about him/herself

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Sleepy day

2009-03-23T16:39:00.002+08:00

Phone rang , and it was 5 in the morning . woots .
I felt different today cause normally no matter how hard i try to wake up early,
I always fail miserably )':

Most likely, my body clock is mismatched with the demands of my life. lols

rushed to KLIA once I get prepared ,
damn my eyelid was so heavy when i'm driving . lols

reached KLIA around 7 this morning .
was extremely sleepy larh . sighh

I can't type more here . I am so desperate for bed now . damnnn

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

17 M a r c h 2 0 0 9

2009-03-20T15:11:00.005+08:00

1 7 M a r c h 2 0 0 9

The night at PWTC [ PUTRA WORLD TRADE CENTRE ]
[ In case, you all don't know ;P ]

Jeff tagged me along after my work .
As usual, i'm always late .. lol
paiseh nehhh ²

Lee Hom . Su Ying .Mandy & Feeder

Taking pics while driving is soo exciting xP

hehes ..

Congrats again to David Yew ( :

I would write regarding my thoughts and feelings that have accumulated since that rather emotional* night . har ! har !

Since life is full of possibilities, I should stop doubting by now , rightt ?!
I just don't think criticism, unproductive questions and doubting with self is getting us
anywhere - my teenage perceptions i could say

I felt so privileged to have so much interaction with all of the leaders and
people . I know that our paths have crossed for a reason .

Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck ( :

Appreciated,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Busted ! xD

2009-03-20T13:01:00.005+08:00

It had been gray , cold and raining for this few days now
Hot cold hot cold hot cold hot cold .... . .. '' kam tio '' arh ..

I wouldnt bother if it rains like a waterfall in the evening or noon
the barely drizzling at night really annoys me . what a pathetic to said ..
killing my view on the road cause it's all blur .. woops

I think most of you guys must had seen this lorry ,
this is not a supplier lorry or what sorts of truck .. hahas

basically, we can see this lorry appear in newspaper or tv news .
hehes .
and fetch loads of '' leng nui '' rightt ? ;D

P/s : Itchy guys out there, Beware ! aahahaahas ! you don't want to get onto it right ;D

Another random crap , ignore mie .

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Stepped in Cinema again

2009-03-19T11:51:00.002+08:00

watch this movie last night

Love Matters
been advertised on television quite regularly around
believe you guys must had watched this movie
the day it's shown up in cinema

[ I know i'm a bit late , grr ]

p/s : blame my work and appointments !

Salute those movieholic

it is hard to get accompany by others to ask them to accompany me watching EVERY movies.. so, only popular movies i watch with my friend..

Storyline was okay okay only , lols
a good film that full of laughter
ahahas .

I like the movie overall, but there are some nagging flaws .
Some of the scenes seem pretty lame ,
but the lame-ness makes the whole cinema full of laughter ;D

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Random - nies life

2009-03-15T18:39:00.007+08:00

har har !
I was totally shocked when received FedEx package
from Mr.Chung . fr Seoul , Korea .

Cases was actually seized to smaller amount
because of the rise of US currency . how pathetic .

Meanwhile, I paused some of parts shipment including
the other Korea company . Due to some short term
condition, obstacle are meant to be overcome .

Totally out of my mind . sigh .

[ click pics to enlarge ]

Meanwhile .. .

Midnight - was reporting at the Police station

After lodging the police report , had a short drink
at Bukit Tinggi

p/s: don't ask me why i go for police report . teehee =)

Time is precious, but truth is more precious than time. - BenJamin Disraeli

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

TeeHee =D

2009-03-15T17:57:00.004+08:00

Rated : 7/10

went for midnight movie last night ,

`
A young boy named Goku seeks out upon his grandfather's dying request to find the great Master Roshi and gather all seven Dragon Balls (of which he has one) in order to prevent Piccolo from succeeding in his desire to use the Dragon Balls to take over the world.

`

Storyline was ok , most of all ..
Chi Chi and Bulma are so hawt . <3 roftl

stim stim . slaps*
lol

We actually wasn't planning to watch dragonball . har ! har !
But, I'm once dragon Ball fans eh ;D
I watch their anime video and read every their comics episode !
those days were so ... . ... argh . I miss the moment ! )':

So, I insist to buy Dragon Ball ticket movies !! hahas

p/s: sorry, I make you slept at the cinema . =D

`

For me, I wasn't expecting too much of the film, but I was so stressed yesterday
, after working non-stop for the last few days ..
[ almost quarrel with the executive director , AMG Mercedes Benz , PJ ]

Bad things do happen sometime , we can't deny it right ?
we don't know when , where and how ..

how I respond to them defines my character and the quality of my life .
I can choose to sit in perpetual sadness , which leads me '' disaster ''

or

I can choose to rise from the pain and
treasure the most precious gift I have - Life itself has always the way.

xoxo.

I know I can't '' stand '' longer .
I found my alternative way out , but do you guys did ?

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Tragedy II

2009-03-14T18:26:00.008+08:00

Gosh .. Another badly wrecked chassis .
Driver's out there , please slow down ur vehicle speed
and drive carefully .

Think of your family and your loved <3 ones . A careless mistake
might lead you to a disaster . Think twice before you go
more than 100 MPH .

Always check and replace '' Bald '' tyres , you don't wanna end up like
that right ?

Amen .

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

A call

2009-03-12T22:31:00.003+08:00

Another pathetic call today, My customer involved into an
accident , venue in Ipoh .
Call my guy and he is on the way , it take couple of hour i think ..

Just reached home nw , need to rush back Subang around midnight like
that .. ahh sigh ..

Omg , piles of quotation need to complete , wth ..

Streeessss , envy u guys that studying / pak tor . roftl

P/s : Sorry again David & Vivian .. Hahahas , can't make it out with u guys for movie.. wee
Saturday bah ! really many work these days .. sigh

Unexpected stuff happened everyday , what world am i in? HUH ..

Every moment we have with our loved ones should be treasured. The time
we have with them is so great that it can't be measured .

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Life Moment

2009-03-11T23:23:00.002+08:00

P/s : Pathetic hairstyle I got .. My god

In this coming days ,
some of us are hoping that something better, something more wonderful and
something that is of importance,
will happen in our lives,.. some how some time in the near future.
I guessed everyone is expecting the same thing? (:

wee '

Today, we take things so easily for granted,
and we dis/count what we have for today just because ..
we are looking out to the future.

And then, before it is too late,
we know that we really missed something.
[ no matter in which aspect ; relationships , friendship , family relation , career . etc.]

`
Unexpected things happen to people all the time ..
We don't know what tomorrow will hold ,

appreciate life and its wonderful moments,
make each and every moment count .

Every moment is brilliant and splendid , every moment is magnificent ..

xoxo.zozo.

Best wishes,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Amen †

2009-03-11T09:18:00.011+08:00

Around 5 in the evening , I received a call from Siti .
was told that her driver get involved into an accident . Ouch !

The accident occurs around Putrajaya that area.
I waited patiently after I call my guy to that area . Was stunned
a while after I saw this wrecked badly car. '' wo de tian ''

Reaches Subang around 2030 .. was quite late though
I'm actually going out tonight , but wouldn't want to suffer the next morning .
I'd been back home late 2 to 3 a.m. these days .

P/s : Sorry Jeff, will join u guys these weekends for movies .

Crashes and result after slam into Trees & Highway divider
[ two trees if I'm not mistaken ]

Thank God , the driver is fine ..
Nobody gets injured .

P/s : I couldn't imagine if this is a Kancil instead .

† . Amen . †

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Random

2009-03-09T23:22:00.004+08:00

Drop by to visit my grandma in Shah Alam .
Went there after work , had my dinner there too .

She was delighted to see me ( :
hoohoo .. xD
Suddenly miss her and wanna pay her a visit ..
as well as find my cute little cousin . xD

Mr. Lim Zhi Yuen . rofl

He make sorts of emotion face to me .

[ I realize this cute boy inherited many of our LIM family characters
and might be several of the villains. muahahas ]

I wish I could be like him ..
Start all over ..
Crawling on the floor ..
Enjoying ~~breast~~ milk ..

woots . ;P

In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity

xoxoxoxo.

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Touching

2009-03-08T20:27:00.008+08:00

Freaking tired ,
Just back from Crystal Crown Hotel , after having dinner at Telok Gong ..
Enjoy the seafood too =)

Didn't make it to movie last night .
End up we go .. . ... . .... .

har ! har ! har ! har ! xP

I was quite ~~fuck~~ up when MPSJ suddenly came
and ruined my mood . wth .
Totally speechless when they brought video cam as well .

It was really a coincidence that i met some long lost friend ( :
Surprisingly, I never thought I can meet her in these places .. hahas

As the girls can't drink at all , me and Jeff do the drinking . lols
Teh is totally a teetotaler . hahahs
I was in an attempt to finish the bottle of liquor , as i don't want to get
back there anymore ..

I don't care how much I drink, honestly. But I can't stand by while someone insults my
liquor level .

P/s : omg . This time .. my hairstyle looks weird . serious .. looks so wrong , what the hell

When the MPSJ come doing their '' homework ''
Sh!t , the panel blocks her look ) :
Sorry Vivian , rofl ;P

I look so pervert . rofl

Damn .. I need to drive home .

P/s: Heartbreak can be traumatic , get in touch with the reality .

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Enjoy supper and talk

2009-03-07T14:05:00.005+08:00

Simplee and random .
I went for supper almost everyday , midnight summore . wth
Some people say I gain weight ! weee ' har ! har ! har ! xD

So, I think my routine should continue to be like that .. hahass
Last night , went McD with Edwin , Lee Hom , Yin Yin , Cassie ,
Hasnita , Bryan , Jocelyn , Chun Yong , Jay EE .

I left at 2 a.m. something ,as i need working tomorrow .

Gosh darn it all, I just can't stop yawning while working .
It is rather annoying . =S

I miss McDeluxe so much ..
I listened to Cassie ,
order McDeluxe ..
damn spicy ! ouch '

winning isn't everything, but wanting to win is .

Going for movie tonight
Jeff , Vivian and David joined as well .

Omg , it was ages ago since i step in cinema . lol
Who cares what movie is it .. just go for it ,
i'd been under great stress recently .

Chao chao ²

Enjoy when we can, and endure when we must.

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Random outing

2009-03-06T10:56:00.005+08:00

I realized I go on supper every night , har ! har !
But , I can't get any fat ?? why !? ) :

the staples of my diet .. rofl

Swing by Bukit Tinggi and fetch Vivian and David out . last night*
We left around 1 a.m. plus . Turn out to be a good son/boy lately ,
muahahas

How serious is she when viewing a charming guy's profile .

Is this the way girl act cute ? rofl
Dudes are hard to impress girl and reading girls are so hard !

lmao `

It's our time now to enjoy life !

I'm single but not available . har ! har !
Even in the best of relationships, there always comes a time when our friends, family and partners are not available.

So, do cheer up lar , everyone ! hahas

xoxo.

p/s: I don't give a damn on retarded .

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

=(

2009-03-04T23:24:00.005+08:00

Was on the way driving back from Subang ,

Jeff called and ask me for movie ..

I'm sorry , I'm just exhausted and wanna rest at home ..
I will join in the battle field start on Friday !

Hope you read these .. Perhaps movies on Sunday or next weekdays . =P

Chaos -------x

Feels like tonight

2009-03-04T17:02:00.005+08:00

Will be busy lately ,
so i decided to spam on ma blog .. har ! har !
nth special actually ..
something bugs me, and I wish I can leave it out .
damn it .
Keep standing up for myself and doing what I want to do .
I think thats what i supposed to do ? ):
Please advice , someone ..

p/s : I had been out for so late these days , however as of late sleep ,
I had been tremendously tired every day .. wth !

` I was on the way back from Ara Damansara to Subang , guessed what ..
I slept like a baby pig .. my customer was like ..
erkk , you play with your girl whole night? `

I hate you , Mr . Waaran

Embarrased *

Never ever frown, even when you are sad,
No matter how down you are ..
No matter how heart broke you are

because you never know ,

who is falling in love <3 with your smile.
Keep your sweet smile ,
I knew you're reading . . ..
831

Think bout tomorrow appointment , I'm .. frustrated .

Neways, Night humans ..

MisterFeederLimZhiMing

LLN : empower of consistent

2009-03-03T15:01:00.013+08:00

It just feel bad for me , that I can't wake up early even I'm the earliest
to sleep in my house ! what the hell ..

Lucky, my phone was loud enough after several calls on 5 a.m.
For a couple of years right after my high school, I remember
those days i was forced to wake up that early .
Miss those days actually .. wee ~ <3

When I woke up and still lie - ing there on my bed ,
felt like my body weight is more than a million kg . rofl .
Trying to wake up at this un-godly hour ( ignore my english ;P)
so far has been quite challenging but rewarding too.
I’m getting more done and because of this I feel less cranky too.
ahahas

I actually force maself woke up and pull up my pants and and ..
drove to pick up Jun Sheng .. and it is 5 a.m.

Those my friends out there definitely know how i drive when i'm
real tired.. right ? =D
close - ing eyess ? ahahas ..
inform me if you wanna experience it with me :X

Sek Geem was punctual and he arrived my house 0630 sharp .
pick up Ng Wei Loon and off to Morib .

Skip the noon part , ----------------------------x

was tiring either .
I mean seriously exhausted ) =
There are competing things constantly
vying for my time and I need more of it.

I needed more time in the day ) =
it gets tricky and tired trying to juggle full time work,
part time bussiness,
researching a new business venture and had to complete
some company task .

I mumble so long, hahahs
kays

Enjoy some pictures here , took on Morib resort ( :

Yin Yin & Me

Jun Sheng ; Zhi Ming ; Foo Keat

Jun Sheng ; FeeDer ; Jeff

Jun Sheng ; Cassie ; Feeder ; Jeff

Jeff and Me

Cassie ; Feeder

Feeder ; Cassie

Whos' your Mr. Right ? ;P
rofl .
do text me and tell ((=

I’ve found myself spending more time sketching out ideas and researching ..
somehow ..
living in this life , beautiful world
we need a balanced life, giving back / take and enjoying what we do . (=

Have a good day readers,

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Bad days , alternative way

2009-02-28T20:30:00.005+08:00

Realised today ,none of us has gone untouched by this recession. The tension at work. The pressure .. Those uncomfortable feelings ..

The sad phone calls (by us or anyone else) from friends who have lost a client, a job, or a house. A successful bussinessman might drop to '' zero ''

It's really brutal out there. There's plenty to keep us up nights. Lots of awkward new interactions that seem to call for more grace than most of us can muster under this kind of stress. Sigh ! Pity for those people ..

Just that , I may not perfect, but more or less one who strives to be a man
willing to take an extra step to get out of the past. Struggling *

I slept at 3 a.m / 4a.m. these few night . Tiredness is killing me slowly , grr ..
It sucks, I almost slept when traveling back from work . pathetic )=

Anybody .. Intro Massage to me ? Thai .. M'sia.. China also cann laaa , lol

Kays, just kidding !
was at Edwin house and we go for supper latee night .
and i reach home around 3 a.m.
On the phone for a while and slept . A change in my routine life ?

p/s : I left dotA and cyber cafe' for 36 days . Determined *

Those lengluis are practicing their modern dance . erhem !

Good luck neways , you girls are awesome !

Trust in dreams, for in that .. you can find many happiness
Simple as that .

Planning to sleep early today !
ahahas .

Going Morib tomorrow .
Sek Geem called and told me ,

'' tomorrow morning 6.30 a.m. , come fetch u can ar? ''

was really stunned but replied '' erk, no problem lar.. kia lor '' lol
really '' am kok '' .. -.-

Wth ! but i am excited ! x)
neways, my eyes is so damn tired . ) =
gotta go go ² ... .

'' We have to believe.. to achieve ''

Nights reader (:
Muax <3>

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing

Random

2009-02-25T09:37:00.006+08:00

A short post ( =

It was about 12 a.m last night, when we go for a drink in
Old ' town .

And, hmmm ..

David dare me to get the cellphone number
from a malay waitress . rofl
[ for some reason actually * wink ]

David Yew Gong Ji

While in Genting

Basically, I will feel awkward to do that .. though
I gonna do it !!

Its not a big deal for me actually, har ! har !

=______________________x

Guess what Happen next ? =D

will update soon -------x

It's a young man's game, a single man's game
It's saved many a guy from wives, girlfriends, mistress .. or whatever

How wonderful it is ..

nights ( =

MisterFeeDerLimZhiMing